Sunday, September 27, 2015

Yaddasht Bakher (Nostalgia)

I hope all is well with everyone reading this. Bohot arsay se apnay is blog ke baaray mein soch rahi thi. Un dinon ke baray mein jo bohot khushgavar bhi thay aur mushkil bhi. Apnay abbu ke ghar mein, apnay kamray mein beth kar is blog ko update karna aur comments ka muntazir rehna bohot accha lagta tha. Tab mein aur ab mein bohot farq hai. Ab main aik shaadi shuda ghareloo aurat hoon, jo ghardaari aur apni bacchi ki zimmedaariyon mein aisi ulajh gayee hai keh kabhi kabhi to khud ko bhool jaati hai. Ghar, shauhar, beti, susraal, parhaayee (main Master's kar rahi hoon; on a break this semester), internship (I counsel adolescents with substance abuse issues; on a break this semester), aur bas, yehi meri duniya ban gayee hai. Per aik kami si, aik adhoora pan sa mehsoos hota hai, khaas ker is liye bhi keh mera shauhar ko shaairi se kuch khaas lagaao nahin hai. Un chand logon ki pazeeraai yaad aati hai jo aik zamanay mein meray blog per baqaidgi se apni raaye detay thay: Raheem Shahzad, Abid, Rida. Khuda karay aap sab jahaan hon, khush hon. I miss you all.

9 comments:

Kodulehe tegemine said...

Nice ;)

Rida said...

Heyyyy Ambreen. ...... it's sooooo nice to see you back...... have no words to explain..... I missed you and your outstanding poetry collection alottt.... I often visit your blog and go through the old good memories ..... I hope you and your family are doing good.... I request you to spare some time for this blog.... I can understand your situation because I am also going through similar situations..... but some how I manage to upload at least something once a while...... hope to see you more often now.... God bless you.

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Muhammad Ather said...

It was really a nice experience to visit your blog.

Muhammad Ather said...

It was really a nice experience to visit your blog.

Anonymous said...

Hi Ambareen. Good to see that you are doing okay and a pity that your husband doesn't like poetry much. Congratulations on being a Mother , I hope the little princess is doing great. Allah Lambi zindagi, naik Naseeb aur Kamil Imaan sey Nawazay. Good luck with your Master's. I always visit your blog whenever I have a craving to read my favorite poem "abhi kuch din lagain ge" and it was also the search for this poem online that introduced me to your blog.

Life has taken a bit of toll on me to be honest but pulling through. Remember me in your prayers please. I have been blessed with Son, he will turn two months in a few days.

Hope to see you back on the blog for an update.

Keep well and best wishes for you and the whole family.

yasirali said...

Hi, Ambareen, me koi regular reader nhi rha ap k blog ka but jab bhi moqa milta tha visit karta tha aj buht arse bad khayal aya ap k blog ko visit karne ka. waqt k sath buht si chezen peche rah jati hain. yahi dunya hai

Muhammad Ather said...

kabhi hum bhi tum bhi the aashna, tumhen yaad ho ke na yaad ho.
Bus Yasir bhai aesa hi hota hai... log milty hain bichar jate hain bs yaden reh jatein hain.

Unknown said...

You’re truly your moms daughter. السلام وعلیکم ورحمة الله وبركاته